the sex and the city movie left me feeling melancholic and blue.

it was a gd movie, and a great end to the whole 6 seasons with these girls. but more than the feel-good ending, i think the poignant moments resonated with me deeply (warning: spoilers ahead) - when SJP refused to eat and slept for 3 whole days after being jilted *again*, and when cynthia nixon's character watched new year's eve telly stuff till it made her depressed. the pain and anguish they felt - i understood well.

love is giving somebody the ability to hurt you, but trusting them not to.

of all places, i got this quote from a crappy tv show called love you to death. but the quote struck a deep chord in me (coz it is true). i rather suspect i'm only beginning to understand what this means.

but even then, i'm afraid to fully trust.